Yo, minna, i know i was missing for a long time ohhh my dear LJ i miss ya so much... let me explain with ironic or even tragicly way i guess XD

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I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

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this morning i get a call from my sis in hometown, her crying voice said that our foster grandma has died... after her suffer for years now it was ended like it was nothing... i felt sad n cried... she did really love us... especially my brother... now she has gone n i wish that she could get a better life for the next life... n Buddha could show her a best way....

she has suffered for years, her eyes couldn't see anything n her legs was unable to walk after she felt down from stairs. she kept isolated in her rooms for years no entertainment n lonely, her entertainmet is only chatting with her grandsons n her foster daughter (my mom). now she could relieved at last... her suffer has ended. We will miss you, Grandma... her ages almost 100years old...

Namo Amitabha

Long time already i didn't improve my LJ, happy new year my dear LJ. I GOT SO ANGRY TODAY... I CANNOT ONLINE ANYMORE MY DEAR FRENZ... MY COMP GOT BLOCKED FROM INTERNET FOR EVER!!! THIS ONE I TYPE USING MY FRENZ NET SOOO YEAH GOODAMN IT I DONNO WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE...

this below story actually already typed me yesterday but i can't upload it n coz of the sudden blocked... so i copy n put it here now...

ok, let me start with the happy story... long long story to tell ok....
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On Saturday, i went to MM with sls chan, i picked her up n she gave me a long waited b'day present for me. oh my it was wrapped like a LOOONNNNGGG candy. (thanks mt tachi) after i opened it. it was SAIYUKI RELOAD 2008 CALENDAR... well even it is calendar but i'm soooo happy i got so gorgeous n cool pics of it. n in my life, i never get anime calendar at all ~(^^)(^^)~

after that, we both watched "Enchanted" quite humour n stupid hahahaha then we went back at 5pm.

On Sunday, it was the day when my sis' family came back from medan but i saw a burning photo in the first page of KOMPAS i was shocked it was my hometown's airport so i rushly called my home n hopefully they said they could flight back to jkt. Thanks god but it really troublesome everything was manually done, check in n even sent the garage. hahahaha they got delayed for half hour. ^^;

Yooo, i'm back to Jakarta n got "TONS" of jobs Q-ING UP on my tables. i felt my head wanna drop down when i listened to my frenz' explanations. my oh my i got long lists of my jobs till i donno which one i do. so for today i done for which must be first done... sit down with blank mind... (0o0)...

well, i's so happy in my hometown, my brother's wedding party end up successfully n happy. ^^ day by day i ate a lot of delicious food. i felt fatter now... hehehe *Diet mode on for a while*

Yesterday, i pour my love to my dear computer at home since i longed for Yscans... at night, when i wanna pee, i open my toilet door n MY GOD!! I FOUND A BLACK BLACK WITH ANTENAS!!! >O< i ran and take my dear Baygon n SPAY at door bottom n top.... at morning, my maid found 2 dead body... 1 behind the door and another in the bathtub ~.~ so i took my bath at bathroom upstairs. when i just opened the shower suddenly i felt something walking on my feet n make me feel so gross. n OH NO!! AGAIN IT IS CATERPILLAR... WTF! i fight with it n close the hole with the bowl... what a day after just came back to JKT. well i guess that is becoz we let the house empty for a week so it will b so dirty... T_T BUT WHY MEEEEE!!! ok cya next story....

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I will go back to my dear hometown for a week.
Cya everybody.....

Today, i got a shocking story. This afternoon, my sis asked me about make up for my bro's wedding party. so i said that i got 1 client in K studio that maybe could help us get some discounts... so i tried to call him, R-san, but his HP kept ringing but nobody answered. So i felt something strange n very unlike him for ignoring too long. or even he maybe called back. So, i miscall for twice after that i called to his office in Medan. then, there was a girl answered it n asked me whom i wanna talked to. I said "Is Mr.R there?" then she pause for a while and said, "Who?" i was confused n told his full name. Suddenly she said,"Oh, he had passed away not long ago."

I felt my heart wanna popped out. i was so shock to believe it. it's really unbelievable that last time i contacted him was on September... i designed the book for him. i was so shock yet sad as well. i asked them how long already he passed. then she said that at 9th this month, it was truly sudden n they also felt lost, his cause of death was asthma. so it just pass for almost 3 weeks. well, it is really shocking n i feel wanna cry.

We never met n i know his studio since i used to go there for make up when i got family wedding party. We even ever made the promise that we would meet each other when i went back to Medan or he came to Jakarta. n our promise won't be fulfilled anymore. i felt so sad to lost someone like him. he was truly a good guy n he likes humor as well. we contacted each other a lot while i's doing his design. Sayonara my dear client... I'm gonna miss ur voice since i haven't meet u in face. Just as i thought, i would meet him 3 weeks later n now i can't anymore.... i truly sad...